dirty fingers clawing at my cheeks, pulling at my tongue and making me vomit all over their palms.

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it is now this time of the year, the summer.
in one week, i will be over with this school year and will enter the hole that is summer.

I am a lazy, procrastinating person. I have a list long like two arms and i know that i won't be doing any of them.

I feel like things i like to do are not what i should like.

Next year is my final year of highschool. I still think that i am too young. I am still a child, why make me chose for such important things such as what i want to do with my life. I don't know, stop asking me, stop making me choose.


Wish me luck, it is my final week, and i'm writing tests all week long.
monday is physics.
tuesday is english (ESL).
wednesday is mathematics.
thursday is history.
friday is french and ethics.

on top of that, i caught a cold.

Things to do:
read tons of books
work-out
learn to skateboard
make a movie
sew
read all my APs
start a blog
take more pictures
study a bit
clean my room
make new friends
relax in my hamac
hang with my friends
spend time with my doll
write loads